After work, I headed to the gym just for weights and cardio... stayed there for only about an hour plus. After gymming, i went to the steam bath and sat there.

Somehow, i always like sitting in the steam bath, especially when there is nobody else in it.. i would just sit there and think about stuff...its like a time of reflection..where things come to a stop and you can recollect thoughts and your emotions. The silence and the darkness..whether its thoughts of appreciation of whats in my life or sad memories... they all start flowing through my mind.

I realised today that one thing i've had and not appreciated it well enough was privacy. I've always managed to come home, spend time lazing around my room... whether its doing something or just stoning.. but having some time to myself, away from the daily happenings.

Been pretty busy since i'm working, trying to gym, and with my aunt salli in town, i've not had much time to sit around and laze, having some quiet time...

Was feeling pretty edgy by the time i was heading home..maybe cos' i was hungry or maybe cos' of what i've been thinking about... seriously haven't had much time to spend with Bern in the last 1 or 2 weeks.. mostly just dinners and meeting for an hour or 2... both of us have been pretty busy i guess. oh well.... looking forward to my next steam-bath... =)


posted by Jing at 11:08 PM