My exams are coming... sighz... 3 papers... i think i asked for trouble... well.. what to do... I'm stuck with having to struggle...sighz...

Seems so different from poly times when you have study breaks, frieinds to motivate you, friends to study with...etc etc... issn't the slackest of time at work either... lots of things on my agenda... Was talking to Lin today and we were saying that somehow it does not feel like exams are 2 weeks away.. cos' there is no pressure..its all about self-discipline now..tried studying last night..and started to fall asleep..sigh... help me someone! Coffee doesn't even have effect on me anymore...!!! not even triple shot.. sigh...

Over the week, I have had a few interesting conversations with the people I have met....one of which is was with an agent who brings in foreign students. According to him, many of these foreign students are working night jobs in Singapore...It let me to wonder how these girls could actually lower themselves to that level of status to actually sell their bodies to men they don't even know! Doesn't it involve emotions? Is the money that big an incentive to actually give up your self respect? Is it the need for money? Aren't there other jobs out there? Or am I looking down on this as a means people make a living? what are your views? I'm not saying only foreign students do it...I've read in magazines and newspapers that local girls are in the trade too!

In another conversation, a friend highlighted that guys are physical and visual while girls tend to be more audio and physical. Girls like to listen... a constant assurance, a constant expression of care and concern from others, the praise, the attention... found it very true... girls find the reason while guys tend to take things as they come...Also, an interesting angle to looking at this... is that girls tend to get closer to someone who they communicate more to...

Lastly, just on Friday, I had a customer who came in with his daugters... into the conversation I found that he was a Captain with SIA and that he ran an orphanage in East Timor... heartwarming stories of the children were told by his wife and him to us... heres a link to his website.. I've had this yearning to go to a third world country, to see what things are like that...to come back more appreciative of what I have...and also to work with children...I really like kids...even though many are bratty...hehe.. Till now... I have let many chances pass... but I still wish to do so... sigh... yet another thing on my "things to do"..
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Kz.. I gtg now... got an event to help out in... tata...


posted by Jing at 5:40 PM